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Joe Boyce
12 January 2006 @ 01:58 am

Looking back at me I see that I
Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again
'Cause now I can see

You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be
So cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say (Say)
Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am
(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say (Say)
Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am
(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

To someone or anyonethat needs that//I have my own sorries and guilts of my own and that helps me to say it to you without telling you to your face....I'm Sorry//

-JOe

 
 
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Silence
 
 
Joe Boyce
27 December 2005 @ 02:31 pm

When routine bites hard
and ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
but emotion won't go
And we're changing our ways,
taking different roads
Love, love will tear us apart
again

Why is the bedroom so cold
turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
our respect run so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal
that we've kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my feelings exposed
Care to taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good?
Just can't function no more
Love, love will tear us apart again

Fall Out Boy

Wow spent all of yesterday basically downloading songs to my MP3. Today, let's see, waitin' til Mags calls me back when Claire is at her house and they wanna go shopping so I guess I'll go since I got nutin better to do. I'm like the only one in my house and it's kinda creepy. Aite, I'ma go fix somthing to eat and I'm out. PeAcE.

-JOe

 
 
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Current Music: MP3 Playing
 
 
Joe Boyce
18 December 2005 @ 12:20 pm

These are your good years
don't take my advice
you never wanted the nice boys anyway
and I'm of good cheer
cause I've been checking my list
the gifts you're receiving from me
will be

one awkward silencex
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less

happy new years baby
you owe me
the best gift I will ever ask for
don't call me up, when the snow comes down
its the only thing I want this year

one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me
before you bury yourself alive

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree
merry Christmas, I could care less

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less

don't come home for Christmas
you're the last thing I wanna see
underneath the tree (don't come home for Christmas)
merry Christmas, I could care less

Fall Our Boy-Yule Shoot Your Eye Out

Man that is such a great song. I gotta learn how to play that on the electric. So, this Carl guy isn't as bad as I thought he'd be. I was expecting a big macho guy but he's not bigger than me lol. But it's cool, if my sis is happy, then I'm happy. Ok stuff I've done lately, chilled wit Joe and Robby, Mags, Claire, Karli, Kate. Fun stuff. Went Xmas shoppin' yesterday but I was pissed because I didn't get everyone. Hmmm..What am I going to do today? I really don't know. Don't got alot of hw left if any. Man, I wanna get that FOB-Take This to Your Grave CD so badly. It might even be better than their F.U.C.T. CD. OK kids, well..I'm gonna get goin'. PeAcE.

-JOe

 

 
 
Current Mood: fullfull
Current Music: F.U.C.T CD
 
 
Joe Boyce
12 December 2005 @ 07:59 pm

Fine Amorous Lover Lovingly Offering Unrestrained, Thrilling Backrubs and Overwhelming Yeses
 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: 7th Heaven in backround
 
 
Joe Boyce
04 December 2005 @ 08:36 pm

It was just yesterday that we were starting school and stuff. And now Chirstmas is almost here! This year went by really quick. It's had it's ups and downs and I am thankful for my friends who get me though alot of tough times. I'm realizing now that after Christmas break, I really gotta strap down and worry about taking the ACT and stuff because it's coming sooner than I think. Thing's have been weird lately and I think I found out what's goin' on. I'm to young to worry about what everyone else thinks right now and make mistakes and exsperience for myself. If people don't wanna be koool with me than that's ok. That's their choice, but me..I'm not going to retaliate. I'm sick and tired of putting in the effort and trying to stick up for myself over stupid kid stuff. I know I shouldn'tve acted like that in the first place but I figured it out just recently. I'm willing to be the better man and when someone strikes me down, I'll just get right back up and turn the other cheek or walk away. Well, that's whats been in my mind lately so there. Ok everyone, I'm done for now. PeAcE.

-JOe

 
 
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: TV in background
 
 
 
Joe Boyce
27 November 2005 @ 02:18 pm

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be your love suicide
and I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above 

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

-Edwin McCain

Wow..forgot what a gerat song that was. When I was half asleep in the car last night, it was playin' and it made me fall more asleep becuase I was with her. Man, what a week. Shyt son..school tomorrow? Already!? Damn..well, I should prolly get that 7 pages of Physics problems outa the way huh? So, my sis is leavin' for Mizzou again tonite. Her flight leaves at 7.20pm I think. Family dinner anyone? Too bad this so called 'dinner' has to take place in like 40 minutes lol. Because the airport is gonna be mobbed so we have to eat fast and then get her on her way. She'll be back in two weeks for a MONTH of Christmas break..I'm still not sure if I'm happy with that..whatever. It's Christmas..family time I guess. Aite kids, I'm out. LAte.

-JOe

 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: Fabolous-Can't Let You Go
 
 
Joe Boyce
26 November 2005 @ 02:27 pm

What a crazy Thanksgiving break. Well, besides the stupiud family matters..But that's another story. Hung out wit some very likable peeps. Joe, Robby, Chanse, and etc..Haha holy shyt..CAN YOU SAY COW TIPPING TODAY!? Haha WOOO! Though I don't know how far we'd have to drive to find a cow..? Anyway, doesn't feel like Saturday at all. Kinda weird actually. Uh, ok well I gota get in the shower and all that good stuff. LAte bishes.

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

 
 
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Current Music: MTV in Backround
 
 
Joe Boyce
24 November 2005 @ 12:52 am

Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I have lots of things to be thankful for. I'm thankful first and foremost for my family. In a close second, I would have to say my friends, ALL my friends. You all make life worth living. My very special lady in my life..Mags..thanks for being there for me..of course, mi madre..I mean..she's my mom, need I say more? And for just being here. I'm in a chipper mood. I lub people rigth now. LAte.

~JLCB

 
 
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Nothing
 
 
Joe Boyce
21 November 2005 @ 11:00 pm

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.

Do you need him? I should be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...but for the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up with pants off at 4:00 in the afternoon.

Do you need him? I should be him.
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

1-2-3-4!

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

(won't find out) he won't find out
(won't find out) he won't find out

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Where is your boy tonight?~FOB

Man, I really need that Dead on Arrival CD. That one and the Amber Pacific. Those are two greatest bands out thurr. Anyway, random update, feel like shyt..still..almost died at school I was so sick. Ugh, my sis is taking over eveything. I wanna kick her out lol. It's all good though, she'll be gone by Sunday...HA! Aite, loooong weekend kids. I'll update laters.

 
 
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Harvey Birdman, Attorney at Law
 
 
Joe Boyce
19 November 2005 @ 12:27 am

Wow, I'm kinda diggin' this new Fall Out Boy layout. It's toight as hell. Maybe a change of "scenery" will make me want to update more. Anyhoo, kinda a boring day. School was a bitch like always..just wanted to get out of there. I bombed my AP test. I didn't even know what teh fock a rhetorical strategie was..damn..I'm fucking up in that class. But in my other ones, I'm doin' pretty dayum good. Man, this year has been so busy and stressful, it's like I've barely had time to do anything really fun. (Not saying I havn't though) It's an important year and I really gotta step it up. Aww well, aite kids, I'm talking to my bestest buddy JH. He's good peoples. I need to see Mags tomorrow. Progress Report: I am missing her to death. Haha. Yes..my life is FOB! WOOOO! Aite, well I'ma comment an old friend's thingy because I need to. And yeah, that's it. LAte.

~JLCB

My heart is on my sleeve
Wear it like a bruise or blackeye
My badge for weakness
That means that I believed
Every single lie you said

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through
to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention I still hate
you

But there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

She took me down and said:
"Boys like you are overrated. so save your breath."
Loaded words and loaded friends
Are loaded guns to our heads

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through
to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention I still hate
you

But there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

You want apologies
Girl, you might hold your breath
Until your breathing stops forever, forever
The only thing you'll get
Is this curse on your lips:
I hope they taste of me forever

And there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

With every breath I wish your body will be broken again (Again)
With every breath I wish your body would be broken again (Again)
(But theres a light on)With every breath I wish your body will be broken again (Again)
With every breath I wish your body will be broken again

CHICAGO IS SO TWO YEARS AGO~FALL OUT BOY

 
 
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